Tuesday, December 1, 2009

.....kisah yang disumbat2.....

oke...niat dihati nk bebual je ngn owg2 yg de kt ofis niey..kaw xde keje ke?..but everybody bz with the work..chit chat..ym and so on..damn bored..seb bek de belogku cyg...hehehe...so..kt sini la aq nk mmbebel swng2...haha..today nothing special kot...bwu kol 10.20 pagi..masih jao lgi perjalanan ntok rini..chewah...mlas la nk wat keje....pdahal mmg xde keje pown we..lau aq kua sbok plak owg cari,,huhhu...benci!..heh..acctly..aq x tawu what should i mmbebel lg kt belog niey..entry kali ni agak merepek ye kengkawan..coz my brain cannot think the rite things rite now..hahaha......story bout your feeling dear..what did u feel deep inside...deep inside?..berkeceramok?..can i say that?..ya..sure i can..hahha..this is what i feel deep inside...

*trying to forget someone*
*trying to make my life going smooth*
*trying to study more and more*
*trying to think positive for what i do*
*trying to not pretending anymore*
*trying to be myself*
*trying to do my best for my life*
*trying to make he loved me so much*
*trying to loved him more and more*
*trying to settle my report a.s.a.p*
*trying to not became a childish anymore*
*trying to became matured*
*trying to make my life better and beter*
*trying.......*
*trying...........*
*trying..................*
thats what i feel deep inside..can someone help me?..hehhe...trying to do my best to make my life better and better than usual..happy?..yup!..of course i'm happy bcoz i got what i want!..what it is?..thats my secret..i cannot entry that in here..why?..i dont know...myb someday i will entry that..when it sure be mine..i will told u..oke dear?..oke...anything for you..to all the readers....wish me luck oke?..thanks....^_^..wee..xtawu lg nk entry pe..p tgn niey gtal je nk taep2..rindu kt klas speed typing la katakan..hahaha...what a shock?..dis week dye nk blek jb then?..nk jmpe aq...ahh..kemalasan yg dtg suddenly when he said like that...mls nyer nk kua ngn dye..hmm...t mule la nk mrepek2 t...xna..xna..xna..malas...hahaha.....ym sama insan yang bernama samaran terkujat..memang gile..kaw mmg suke carutan kn..bnyk carutan dari yang oke?..hahaha..buduh mu..kaw pk kaw bgos ker?..hahaha.....pape pown..syok ym sama kaw..wee~...finally..i know nape i feel bad last week...hehe...biasa la kan.....hhmmm....i rase maken sayang kt u....^_^..to all my friends yg akn mnduduki final exam next...xkire la kt PPD o PJB oke?..i wish u'all best of luck..do it carefuly oke?..can we fix it?..yes we can!!!......adoh...tngat lak kt katon niey...bob the builder..hehe...zaman kanak2 ribena dlu ske gk ngok katon niey..p skang pon still lyan pe katon..syok ouh..hehe...maklom la..dis year last year umo sye berpangkal kn 1..stat taon dpn..da berpangkl 2...huhhu...da besa da saya...p i still like to pretend like i'm a 16 years old..haha...tngat lak abg yg kat spital tu...mse kad wad tu..de ke dye tnye aq cm niey..*dek..xskolh ke rini?..*aq berkata-kata dlm hati..aq niey nmpk cm dak skolah ke..pdhal aq da sem 2 kot..19 years old...tapi..pe kan daye..saye hanya mampu tersenyum...hehehe....xpe la...bgos gk lau owg nmpk aq niey cm dak skola..bia saja ape mereka berkata..my ques is.......do i care??....neve!....what people want to say bout me?..i will proceed..mulot owg xley nk bentikn..let it stop by it self..mlas da nk bicara bende2 cm niey..bia kn saja mereka sama omongan mereka..kerna mereka tidak tawu apa yang tersurat di hati saya...chewah...muka saya akan memainkan peranan yang penting dengan tersenyum saja..kerna..muka lain dan di hati lain...apa yang difikirkan juga lain..semua nye lain..hehe...but i x pretend with what i feel with u or when i'm with u....maken lame maken panjang lak aq membebel ek?..hehehe...k la...chow...
*i think i love u dear*
*sory la ye kalu i merepek2 pai kwng xphm nk bce..tu la misi aq..hehe*
*my spy-3 disember 2009*
*nk ngok we...haha..*
*syg..syg..syg..*

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