selamat tahun baru ya!!..

hai kau orang..
sihat tak?..
xshat mkn ubat ye..heheh...

hmm...
today hari pertama tahun baru kan..
1 January 2010..
so, selamat tahun baru kawan-kawan!!...
hee~...

aq pasti kalian semua ada azam tahun baru kan..
sme la ngan saia...wee~~..
azam saia tahun baru niey adalah....
*mawu rajen ke klas..
*xmawu ponteng2 klas..
*rjen2 wat asgment..
*sem 4?..pasti sukses!!..
chewah...
hope everything gonna be okay..
\(^o^)/..yay!!....


cm ne ngn azam kau org?..
azam kaw org mesti best..
azam saia yg laen xbole display la..
hee...


menghitung hari nak balek ke PD..
haih..cm mlas je nk blek PD..
PD?..njoy je la syg..
6 month to go..
fuhh....
be strong!!..haha..



*sory ye kwn2 da lme xronda belog kaw org..t aq ronda ya..

*selamt tahun baru...

*12 Jan 2010..dafta..menanti..

*ilyfdm darl..

barangkali~~.....

erm...

tdy pagi melawat umh owg mninggal..
tok ngah aq..
hurm....
acctly i never seen her since i was born..
never meet her..
then ble jmpe..tym cm niey la plak..
rase laen lak..
tym smpai tue...
sume owg nga siap2 nak mndikn jenzah...
isyh....first tym in mylife ngok mayat in front of my eyes...
rase laen sgt..myb coz aq xrapat ngn saudara mara belh tok ngah kn...
so,. sume owg tanye aq sape..what to do..senyum saja...
feel like cm bwu idop je coz sume owg aq xknal...
xpe la...
xknal kn..yg mereka knal just my mom..
oke ap...
..~~....



my eyes berwarna merah...
nape?..
i pon xtawu..
pedih?..sket?..perit?..
langsung tidak...p nape sket ea?..
huhhu....
myb nk bli lens kaler merah kot..
hahaha....
tdy pening skng sket pale lak...
yelh..
xkai lens then cemin mate nta kemna nta..
wakakak....
nk ngok yg jao kna fokus then..
i just have sakit kepala...
huuhhu...


today xbnyak masae bersama mereka berdua..
syeera dan kak yan..
coz kua kn tdy..
pai ofis dlm kol 1324 cm tu..
ngntuk yg amat mse otw blek...
so tydo je dlm keta....
pai ofis mamai...
mereka berdua kate muka saya pucat...
but when i look my face into the mirror...
just fine...xpuct pon...
typo r dwng...
siap begado lg ngn dwng..
wakaka...
pe la kwng..


*Al-Fatihah for my Arwah Tok Ngah
*cpat baek ye syg...
*ithinkifallingforyou...
*kapan mawu ketemu niey..
*rojak buah tu xpdas la...


\(^0^)/

~muhammad afif~

*for all the sweet text that u give it to me..i reply it with this...

*oke..darl...

*ilyfdm dear...

*really gonna miss you darl..

*..\(^0^)/..

kisah yang tersumbat...~~.......

oke?...i'm not sure..feel like something bad will happened?..o myb da jadi pon?..nta r we..acctly pat kol from my old frend..(xde la lme sgt pon..mmbe poly gk)

he : hye..wt pe..
me : hye..xde wat pe..dok2 je..
he : shat?..lme xnga cte sal u kn..
me : shat je..u?..hmm...tu la..u cm ne skang?..
he : sket we..
me : sket?..
he : sket rindu kt u..
me : (gle)...yelh tu...
he : so cmne?..
me : cmne?..
he : u..u know my feel kt u cm ne kn?..
me : so?..
he : pai ble i kna tggu u niey..da lame i tggu u..i snyp u pon snyp..nape?..
me : (damn)..emm..i xpna soh u tggu i kan..if u de gurl laen u g la..i oke je..
he : gurl laen?..meaning?...
me : yelh..ne tawu if u de mnat kt owg laen..then u go oke?..i xpna soh u tggu i kn?..
he : p i tggu u tawu tak..i xpna pon cr o de yg laen o what eve it is..so please tell me the truth?..
me : i'm speechless..sies....
he : u.....if xsyg xya cm nie oke?..
me : ???.....
he : u da de yg laen?...
me : i guess so...
he : oke...
me : look...we better be a frend oke?..jodo xkmne kn u?..
he : oke..i pgg jnji u..
me : hey...
he : take care..nyte..bye..
................................

pe niey u...i xpna pon soh u tggu i..i cme ckp it just good if we be a frend..bcoz i want it too..p i xpnah soh u tggu i pai lme2 cm niey..i neve xpect that u will wait for me this long..no..i xna u cm tu..dooi yai...jgn r cm niey we...

last friday..besday bos i..erm..ngat nk upload gamba..p xtransfer g msok komp..so...yana...sory yer xpat upload gamba..hee~~...xpat kaw nak kek resipi rahsia tu kn...xpe..t aq blanja kaw resipi rahsia oke..(nak amek ati niey)...hehhe...

lately niey...moody memnjng..nape?..bcoz..bnyak bende yg aq xske happned kt aq..so..aq rse niey sume disebbkan oleh 1 simptom..iaitu...simptom xmawu balek PD!!..haih!!....xmo blek la weyh..nak stay kt jb je...xmo..xmo..xmo!!..xske r dok pd..t nk ngok movie ngan sape weyh..every weekend...isyh....

hmm..xtawu cm ne nk transcribe cter yg niey..nak citer di belog p susa nyer..but......ahh....nanti saja la i story kt belog oke?..shuad...aq teringin sgt nk jumpe kaw as soon as possible we can..law bole..skng gk aq nk jumpe kaw tawu..mcm bnyak sgt bende yg aq nk kaw tawu..aq nak share ngan kaw..aq pndpt kaw..aq nak hang out ngn kaw!!...tawu x...aq nak kuar ngan kaw dari pagi pai mlm..citer sume bnde yg aq nak citer,,aq nak cter dari kaw yang kaw janji nak citer ngan aq..aq nk ngar tym kte glak sme2 cm kt teknik...cri psal..brangn bende2 yg merepek2..ah..sies rindu we..aq tawu kaw de prob kan..p kaw wat2 epy je ngn aq..kaw jgn typo aq oke?..aq bkn bawu knal kaw smlm..aq tawu kaw cm ne oke?..glerindukatkawtawu!!...

saturday...broken suda..niat dihati nak kua ngan bff..but what to do..her just cant!!...hell...so kua ngan as..hmm..best..coz as mseh segile dlu..segile tym diteknik..segile tym kami se'dorm'..segile tym gile la..hehhe...movie msok 1815,..berbaloi gle tggu 3 jam smte2 nak ngok ninja assasin tu..mereka sume kate best..so..tym kua ngn as..dye ajak..so lynkan saja....mmg ape yg dikatakan mereka itu semuanye benar-benar belaka..ninja assasin best!..hee~..walaupun hati sedikt crack..but..still njoy the day..acttly..as ajk santau but xmawu....coz i nak ngok ngn u..xmawu ngok ngn owg laen..hmm...my spy juga not bad..klaka+njoy je tym ngok tu..hee~~..

*dala, nk g beli jambu..
*i syg kt u taw..
*kte kwn kn..
*xnak blek pd!!..
*santau~...dendam sampai mati!!.. hahha
*nak hang out ngan nor shuhadah sulaiman..nak gk!!...hee~~...
*saturday : broken monday :hate it my heart : crack

awak...kite...~~...

awak...kite...emm...cm comel je kan..kan..kan..acttly tdy..waktu lunch..kteowg xde wat pe pon..just sit around at director office (nobody was here)hee~~...xtawu nak wat pe..buka lappy mok cit then edit da picture!!...niat dihati mlas nk update blog but disebabkan bosan yg teramat sgt...update la sket..hik hik hik..nk upload 1 je gamba kt sini..yg cm comel je..comel ke??...huhhu....anyway niey hasil dari bebelan org tue yg bernama yant!!...hee~~..jgn mara ea cyg...kan kite cyg kt dye...hehe...yant niey sek soh wat tu..wat niey..ikot kn saja kepuasan hati dye..so..the conclusion is..yant terbaek!!...(dalam membebel)hehhe....







tu jelh nak mmbebel kt belog niey..i xde idea nk wat karangn spm A1 niey ntok rini..hehhe..



*yant jgn mara ye...
*pic diambil oleh mok cit-syeera-...
*kte syg kt awk la!!...
*kaler purple coz i kai purple rini..hehhe..
*aq nk dye!!...bole?!..hee~~...
*ilyfdm...
*today : friday tomorow : saturday bos :epy besday aq :merindui yant : klaka seram syeera : bunge bunge

*nk lyan lagu high school musical-i just wanna be with you!!

hihihi...~~...

oke...bos saia xde..so i epy je..yela bos xde..means..aq la bos..hahha...puas gk on9 rini..hehhe...

*yana..jgn jeles ye bos aq xde..

*kaw layan bos kaw baek baek oke?..

*hehhe...

*gile we layan kaw...

*haha...

hmm...pe g..lunch tdy agk bored coz kak syeeda de panggln dating..so kami kekurngn ahli..chewah..

*sonok ea kak syeeda dating..

*nak pinjm sportrim keta dye we...

*jeles..jeles..

*bile la nk dapt yg cm tu ek?..

kak yan : semakin pulih syeera : sangat baek bile anda pandai belakon dlm mengena some1 hahah darl: study baek baek oke aq : maken syaaannnggggg........hee~~...

mama..bila mawu pulang..bawu pai machap..hmm..cm ne nk blek niey...umh jao..hahah...jao ke?..belog..belog..seb bek kaw de..law x..kt ne la aq mbebel swng2..hahaha....

*mawu blek da niey..

*ilyfdm..

*pnat da on9...

*yana...gile lyn kaw..

*hee~~...

ap ek?....

hmm...smlm keje agk bnyk..bkn agk...p mmg bnyk!!!...pnat?..a little..but oke saja dari xde keje kn..dari duduk temenong saja..haih...ble tym bnyk keje..bnyk gile,,bile time xde keje....xde lngsng...hahha..pape je la ofis oke?..skang niey aq kena jge kunci2 loker yg de di blek mjikan saia..adoy...mls nyer weyh...seb bek da nak abe kn..hee~~..sket pale la..bile la nk semboh niey..hmm...rini saia dikehendaki bos saia ntok buka lmn web eperalatan dan menyemak semula pada fail-fail kew-pa yg de sma ad btol atau tidak ap yg di key-in oleh mereka..huh...bnyak tu weyh..kew-pa yang ad adlh kew-pa 2,3,4,5 dn kew-pa 7..setiap jabtn de 7 jabtn..setiap de dlm 23 unit...so?..aq kna wat swng semua jbtan dn unit?...bnyaakkkk la bos....kasi kurng sket la..if i can say that to my boss...mesti saia hebat...hahaha....so..b4 i get bz..i update la belog cyg niey..hehhe..dala..bos da stat mencari-cari pA dye swng niey..hehhe...

*bz..bz..bz..
*u..sory bout yesterday oke?..
*i syg kt u!!...
*ilyfdm..
*bile nak spent tyme niey u...rindu da!!...
*hehhe..

???

confuse?...yup...confuse..but why am i feel like that..i pon xtawu..u'all tawu?..hehhe...
acctly..no feeling well...saket pale la..hmm...p nk update blog gk..dulik r...hehhe...p xnak lame2 la...saia mawu duduk di tempat yang berhawa dingin itu...iaitu...di tempat saia..hehhe....bnyak keje rini...thats why xsmpat nk mmbebel2 kt blog niey cm slalu...huhhu....adoh!!...afte niey loker2 di bilik bos suda berkunci..means...i kna pgng kunci2 tersebut...adoiyai...mken berat la hand bag saia...berat dgn office keys..huhhu...kakak berdua tu soh aq aply keje?..hmm...nk aply la..ne tawu dpt keje...hehhe...pasti gumbira kan..hee~~..dala..mawu sambung wat keje yg smaken bertambah..hahha...saket pon kena wat keje kn..studnt prktikal la ktakan..huhhu..

*bile my mom mawu balek niey..lapa...
*ayam goreng...sedapnyer we...
*saket pale...bila mawu sembuh ha?...
*keje niey cpat2 la siap oke?..
*bile mawu pkol 5 pm ye..malas suda nak wat keje...
*report..report..report..

dada!!...kaw niey......~~

entry niey dtujukn khas ntok kaw..dada...hee~~...

xmo kecoh2 ye syg...
hahha...

kaw niey wat aq mawu gelak swng2 saja....
hahha...
btw..
oke saja an if we want to love somebody...
hehe~~...
ske,..ske..

*dada...t aq cri ntok kaw ea...
*hehhe...
*papai...
*sket prot ouh....
*kwn2...yeke?..kulit buku report li kna wat sndiri?...x an?..poli yg wat an?..
hmm...

gumbira+senang hati...~~

oke....hati i da snang skang...myb coz kwn2 yg wat i mawu tergelak saja...tdy lunch time..tman kak yan ke masai..mawu buat sim card bawu..hmm...nfon ilng mesti sdey ek?..nfon cyg..u xmawu hilng ea?..i cyg u tawu..hehhe..

otw ke msai...

syeera : nk mkn kue kyma wat..
kyma : mek r...
kak syeda : nk...
kak yan juga...

dwng mkn then...

kak syeda : sdap r..nk lg..
syeera : da lulus da niey..hehhe...
kak yan : btol2...lulus da niey..

hehhe...thanks kwng..i mmg ske wat kue..kek..hehhe..sdap ke..p aq rse cm de somthing yg krng taw..rse dye xcm slalu aq wat,..pe yg krng ek?..p dwng mkn ckp sdap..xphm aq..hmmm....

afte da wat sim card..we'all grak ke guardian yang de di masai..kak yan mawu beli ubat ntok muke dye..hmm..nape tu?..mudh2an cpat baek ye kakak...xpe..amar still sayang an?an?an?..hehhe...afte mbebel2 di guardian..biasa la gurl..nk beli something mesti dibelek barang tersebut..bile da puas hati..bawu kuar duet..an?an?an?..we'all masok kereta dn stay jap dlm keta..seblah park we'all de owg jual ice blend..tngat kt teknik dlu..ske bli ice blend..hehhe..dalm hati berkata...lapa la plak..mawu xlapa dari pagi xmkn g tawu..kak syeda drive dgn tenang skali..hahha...tetibe....

kak syeda : oke..mawu kemana lagi?..
kak yan : makn jom adek2..
syeera : mkn pe we?..
kak syeda : cpat la nk g ne niey..
kak yan : mcd jom...
kak syeda : drive thru oke?..

sampai je kt drive thru...

owg tue : good afternoon..can take your orde ples?..
kyma : can can...hehhe..*pndai je tmbah sndiri..hehhe..*

orde punye orde...tggu punye tggu..amek punye amek..we'all pon meneruskan perjalnan ke office yang akan ditinggalkan xlama lagi..ske..ske..ske...xsaba nk mkn we...lapa..hahha....when we reach to the ofis..

kak syeda : tggu akak siapkn keje dulu oke?..
kak yan : yan msj kak sue ckp msok lmbat..
syeera : owg naek atas jap la..
kyma : cpatla lapa...hehhe

tggu punye tggu..smbil berbual ngn kak yan di pantri..bercerita tentng bulanmadu dye bersma amar di PD..hehhe..haih lmbat tol mereka mereka niey...jam menunjukkan ke angka 3..i pon mek nfon and text mereka..

kyma text : bila mawu mkn ha.....

send kepada mereka berdua..kak syeda dan syeera...mereka reply..

kak syeda : jap2..sket g..

syeera : skang ke?..hehhe...
kyma : xla..besok je kte mkan oke?..

we'all mkn together..bergado lg ngn syeera..hahha...pape je la mok cit..hehhe...

o0o..mcd ku..sdap nyeeee dye...hahha...

hehhe...rini sek nk bergado je ngan syeera..nape ek?..gram tol ngok mok cit nie!,..de aje nk kena kn org..haih..p seronok2...hehhe...cm niey nk satu bilek taon dpn..mawu kecoh satu blok..hahha....pape pon syeera..dye epy je skang niey..yelah...owg nga gumbira kn..btw..thanks to mr.apis yg telah menghiburkan kawan saia yang swng niey..hehhe...kak yan pon ape kurang nyer..blek dari bulanmadu..njoy saja..muke ceria..epynyer awk!!...kak syeda lak..dye sentiasa epy coz da de darl kn..pape pon..kte mmg ske glak2 kn..an?..an?..an?..
aq?..aq epy je ngan pe yg hapened skng niey..my life is cool..my life is good now..mood yg xbest tu?....da pegi jao2 da..skang da gumbira dan akan gumbira sentiasa..mesti lagi gumbira sekiranya dapat hang out dgn si dia....hik hik hik..bole x?..gud luck ye darl..ntok final exam..ntok kwan2 yg laen juga...do the best!!...yey!!...one more thing,,tdy i buka email i then dye tules niey

Hello, Akemi!
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bnyk nyer nk kna bce..mlas r!..bia je..tu 1 email..email yg g 1..da naek berribu da..da beranak pinak da..hahha...tggu i de pA..i soh pA i bce kn ntok i...hahha...pA de pA ke...pape jela syg...

*gud luck ntok mereka yg sedang bertungkuslumus study dn menjwab final xam..
*hati da senang..
*mcd..mcd..mcd...
*kak yan..kak syeda..syeera..pasti merindui saat kte glak sme2..
*u..imy!!..
*seronok dpt cntct kwn2 lame...hee~~....
*sape yg topupkn aq niey?...baek ngaku!..hahha..thanks oke...
*kueh tu xsdap la we..de somethin yg krang,.sies niey..tp2..i wat ngn pnoh kasih syg taw..hahha....
*syg u'all sume!..hee~~.....
*maken lame aq ngadp pc yg akn dtngglkn niey..mken bnyak yg aq akn mrepek2..hehhe...
*jgn la email yg xpnting..nk say hye pon nk beremail...moden sgt da niey..hahha...



~air kat laut pd tu..xkan luak la syg..even de psng surut..p syg i xkn surut cm tu je..pasti akn btmbh pnye..lagi2 bile i da blek pd..when i see sea..i pasti akan tngat kat u..believe me oke syg?..imy!!...

xtawu la....

oke...today was a good day..bcoz my boss mc..en sahul plak ke JB..so..i'm the bos..hehehe..dak2 praktikal yg laen pon nmpk nyer sibok on9 ye..bagos2..troskan..hahha..rite now i'm doing my LI report..but too tired to think bout what did i do..fuhh.....

nfon kak yan ilang?..yang benar niey..cian kt kak yan..xpela..da tbe mse bli yg baru kot kak..hehhe...seb bek de nfon celcom kn..law tak..risau t kte owng taw..yelh..kn kteowg cyg kt akak..hehhe...xpe kak yg penting aka selamat oke?..xkna usik kn?..hehhe...siap amar law usik kak yan..hahha..

syeera lak..baek baek saja..bagos..hehhe...xtawu pe nk conteng bout u la yunk...hik hik hik...

tp aq?..i xrase i oke skng,,i feel like dump..like something not rite..something i make mistake...god..nape ngn aq niey..aq de wat sala ke ek?..o perasaan aq je..aq pon xphm la..confuse?..mungkin...ye!,..aq confuse ngn pe yg rase skng niey..somebody help me please..i pnat la pk bout niey..dear feel yg xbest niey...tlong la pegi dengn segera oke?..i xnk u being around me oke?..aq xske..pegi la cpat2 oke?..please2!!!...dear mood..get well soon oke?..

p/s : kwn2 sume...report pe cer?..bile mawu kongsi..hehhe..

rojer2 oke?..

p/s : sharing is caring kn..

p/s : entry yg pling xbest skali....huh!..not in mood..

p/s : ilyfdm!!!.....^_^

mood---

mood---.....
Ne kaw pegi ha?!...
Ilng cm 2 je?!!...
Mood ilang cm tu je..
Bring me back my mood plez!!!...
Haih--...
Ati terasa kecewa!!
Damn it!!
Kecewa yg teramat dari kaw..
Hell!!.

hmm.......

as usual...bored...ngok jam bawu kol 9.55...haih..lmbat g nmpaknye nk blek..thankful bcoz today is friday..that means...my break tym is more longer than usual..12.15 until 2.45..wow!..sounds good ha!!..hee....ske sgt ble rehat pnjng2 niey..mklom la mls nk wat keje kn..hmm..rini nk story pe ek?..biasa r kn..belog niey la tmpt aq nk mmbebel swng2..tmpt aq nk berceloteh swng2..mrepek2 yg bkn2..hahaha...belog aq..aq pnye ske..hahha..but today cm xde story yg best je nk conteng kt belog niey..hmm....kak yan!..

kak ku cyg...

xmo nges2 g oke?..

biasa r kak..

first tym masok meeting mmg cm tue...

cm la owg tue tu xtwu yg kaka still bwu kan...

bwu nk rase organize MSK tu kn..

this is your first tym so...

take it easy oke?..

org tue tu mmg cm tu..

hey owg tue!!...

kaw pk kaw hebat ker ha?..

hehe..

over lak ai..

xpe wahai kakak ku cyg...

xmo sdey2 oke?

my advise to you...

*cari keje laen..

*bile jumpe owg tue tu ..sound dye!..haha

*calar kn keta dye..

*pancitkan taya keta dye..

*bile dye pnggil watt xtawu saja?...

tu je la idea jahat dari saya...

hehheh....

oke..now ntok sape g ek?..hmm...my BFF...nurul shuhada zainal..yg sedng bertungkus lumus dlm menjawab soaln2 yg mencabar minda iaitu..final paper!!....hehhe....

kawan ku cyg...

xmo tension2 oke?..

standart la cyg..

name pown student kn?...

student xde exam xbest..

tol x?..

hehhe...

sem dpan..

aq plak yg akan bertungkus lumus dalm menjawab final paper..

hehhe...

wish me luck oke?..

kawan ku cyg..

xmo stress oke yunk!..

u know u can rite?..

lau x..xkan mek dip...

hahha...

gle..

xde la...at least kaw da try your best...

rite?...

ntok kwn2 yg sdng bertungkus lumus gk...

gud luck oke cyg2 i sume....

hehhe...

lagi siapa ya?!...hmm....got it!..

chood lalink...

nape kaw cm xde mood je...

kn kaw da cuti sbln..

nape still xde mood ha?..

kaw de prob ker?..

nape x share ngn aq..

kaw kate nt kaw share ngn aq?..

bile nk story yunk..

pape pon..

xmo sdey2 oke?..

wat report lek lok oke?..

aq tggu story dari kaw oke?..

but..make sure story kaw tu yg best!!..

xbest siap kaw...

hahaha....

chood..chood..

rindu kt kaw!!.....

ainur insyirah!!.......,.

semakin hari smakin suka aq melihat kaw...

bkn suke pe...

kaw da smkin smangat skang..

even kaw bawu melpaskn someone that u really love....

but..kaw smakin dpt lpekn dye!!...

thats good...

admire that..

aja la saya oke?..

hehehe

pe yg penting skang niey...

11.11.11 mesti jd!...

haha...

law bende tu jd kenyataan...

haih..xtawu makcik nk ckp pe..

hehhe...

congrate ntok syeera coz berjaya melupekn insan yg penah myakitkn ati kaw!!....

clap..clap..clap...

teroskan!..

nak maki niey....huh!..

stakt kaw dtg nk rembat brang...

bek xpaya oke?...

wat sket ati aq jek...

ngat aq xnmpk ke kaw rembat brng...

law aq jhat aq da report da perbuatan jahat kaw tu!!..

dala perempuan..wat malu saja...

ishy...

kdng2 pe yg dikatakan oleh ayah mmg btol..

org govern mmg hebat dlm kegiatan rembat mrembat...

huhhu..

but ayah...someday nt anakmu yg bongsu niey mawu bekerja di govern..

jgn patahkn smgnt aq!!...chewah..yek2 je aq...

back to the story...

mmg btol pe yg diktakan ayah...

huh!...

dala dtg tym da nk blek..then kaw tros memulakn kegiatan kaw...

fuck off!!...

hell tol dak2 niey..

we...kaw da tue la..xyah la cm sial pngai tu...

otak kaw!!..

then kaw ley ckp yg aq report kt bos!!..

kaw pk aq niey kaki report pe...

excuse me!!...

jhat2 aq...

aq xkn mrembat oke?..

aq mampu kot nak beli sndri bende2 tue...

kaw xpaya la nk sound2 aq oke?...

law aq niey rude ngn kaw..

kaw jgn tnye kenape..

mmg kaw kena nt...

oke?!...

bodoegilebabiseyh!!...

huh!!!.

da xnk maki da!..hehhe.....sket prot we!!..adoh..

skang ntok sape yek...hmm...

for my darl!!....hehhe...

u xmo kusut2 k..

myb she cant accept u leave her...

take tym ntok dye lupekn...

biasala u...

dye kate dye xley study?...

myb she think to much..thats why la...

u tggu abes final exam oke?..

then u tell her the truht oke?..

i xtawu nk suggest pe kt u...

i'm not a good explanation...

but i'm good in presentation....

hehhe...

what eve it is..u jgn tension oke?...

study ntok final exam oke?..

u yg kate kn..

kte bawu 19..

njoy our life rite?....

so...let it go...

u hold dlu afte u'all abes final oke?..

then bawu u sttle kn oke?..

in everyway,...

i'm here beside u oke syg?...

law de pape...

let me know oke?...

kn i syg kt u!!!...

u syg i??....

hmm.....

dala...maken lme aq conteng kt belog niey..maken merepk2 aq..hahha...pape pon..ntok org2 yg saya entry..i syg u'all sume..xmo stress..xmo tension..keep it simple oke?..prob mmg slalu dtg..p tu cabarn ntok kte sume cm ne nk handle prob tu..cm ne nk settle prob tu..so people..kte sdng mningkt remaja..so kte kna njoy kehidupan remaja niey coz remaja come once in our life...prob yg dtg tu mmg kn...wat kte sket ati je..p pe nk wat..we got to face it..we must to handle it..tapi kawan2...law life niey xde prob..xmencabar lak life kte niey kan..so face it!!...hehhe,.....

papai kwn2...

hell!...

saket+geram+bengang+bodo+sial+bangang+damn it+shit+hell......

rase cm maki2 je niey....ishy!!!!.......geramnyer....

bodoegilebabikawaqbencikawlabodo!!xphmker!!getawayfrommylife!!irepeat..getawayfrommylife!!!!!!!

.....kisah yang disumbat2.....

oke...niat dihati nk bebual je ngn owg2 yg de kt ofis niey..kaw xde keje ke?..but everybody bz with the work..chit chat..ym and so on..damn bored..seb bek de belogku cyg...hehehe...so..kt sini la aq nk mmbebel swng2...haha..today nothing special kot...bwu kol 10.20 pagi..masih jao lgi perjalanan ntok rini..chewah...mlas la nk wat keje....pdahal mmg xde keje pown we..lau aq kua sbok plak owg cari,,huhhu...benci!..heh..acctly..aq x tawu what should i mmbebel lg kt belog niey..entry kali ni agak merepek ye kengkawan..coz my brain cannot think the rite things rite now..hahaha......story bout your feeling dear..what did u feel deep inside...deep inside?..berkeceramok?..can i say that?..ya..sure i can..hahha..this is what i feel deep inside...

*trying to forget someone*

*trying to make my life going smooth*

*trying to study more and more*

*trying to think positive for what i do*

*trying to not pretending anymore*

*trying to be myself*

*trying to do my best for my life*

*trying to make he loved me so much*

*trying to loved him more and more*

*trying to settle my report a.s.a.p*

*trying to not became a childish anymore*

*trying to became matured*

*trying to make my life better and beter*

*trying.......*

*trying...........*

*trying..................*

thats what i feel deep inside..can someone help me?..hehhe...trying to do my best to make my life better and better than usual..happy?..yup!..of course i'm happy bcoz i got what i want!..what it is?..thats my secret..i cannot entry that in here..why?..i dont know...myb someday i will entry that..when it sure be mine..i will told u..oke dear?..oke...anything for you..to all the readers....wish me luck oke?..thanks....^_^..wee..xtawu lg nk entry pe..p tgn niey gtal je nk taep2..rindu kt klas speed typing la katakan..hahaha...what a shock?..dis week dye nk blek jb then?..nk jmpe aq...ahh..kemalasan yg dtg suddenly when he said like that...mls nyer nk kua ngn dye..hmm...t mule la nk mrepek2 t...xna..xna..xna..malas...hahaha.....ym sama insan yang bernama samaran terkujat..memang gile..kaw mmg suke carutan kn..bnyk carutan dari yang oke?..hahaha..buduh mu..kaw pk kaw bgos ker?..hahaha.....pape pown..syok ym sama kaw..wee~...finally..i know nape i feel bad last week...hehe...biasa la kan.....hhmmm....i rase maken sayang kt u....^_^..to all my friends yg akn mnduduki final exam next...xkire la kt PPD o PJB oke?..i wish u'all best of luck..do it carefuly oke?..can we fix it?..yes we can!!!......adoh...tngat lak kt katon niey...bob the builder..hehe...zaman kanak2 ribena dlu ske gk ngok katon niey..p skang pon still lyan pe katon..syok ouh..hehe...maklom la..dis year last year umo sye berpangkal kn 1..stat taon dpn..da berpangkl 2...huhhu...da besa da saya...p i still like to pretend like i'm a 16 years old..haha...tngat lak abg yg kat spital tu...mse kad wad tu..de ke dye tnye aq cm niey..*dek..xskolh ke rini?..*aq berkata-kata dlm hati..aq niey nmpk cm dak skolah ke..pdhal aq da sem 2 kot..19 years old...tapi..pe kan daye..saye hanya mampu tersenyum...hehehe....xpe la...bgos gk lau owg nmpk aq niey cm dak skola..bia saja ape mereka berkata..my ques is.......do i care??....neve!....what people want to say bout me?..i will proceed..mulot owg xley nk bentikn..let it stop by it self..mlas da nk bicara bende2 cm niey..bia kn saja mereka sama omongan mereka..kerna mereka tidak tawu apa yang tersurat di hati saya...chewah...muka saya akan memainkan peranan yang penting dengan tersenyum saja..kerna..muka lain dan di hati lain...apa yang difikirkan juga lain..semua nye lain..hehe...but i x pretend with what i feel with u or when i'm with u....maken lame maken panjang lak aq membebel ek?..hehehe...k la...chow...

*i think i love u dear*

*sory la ye kalu i merepek2 pai kwng xphm nk bce..tu la misi aq..hehe*

*my spy-3 disember 2009*

*nk ngok we...haha..*

*syg..syg..syg..*

close to~~`.........(hik hik hik)

oke......antre entry yg aq ske....

17 days to go......

yeah....17 hari g aq nk stay menjalani my Industrial Training at PJB...

thats what i mean...

yes!!...

ble da mls nak keje..

ngulo saja oke?..

hee...

but now...mood nk wat report mmbuak2 skang niey...

sies niey...

nga rjen nk wat report..

well...

u guys pray for me oke?..

hope my report will be best among the best....

hahahaha...

hope so!!.....

..^_^..

next.....

12 jan 2010...

hari pendaftaran report?...

something like that la...

hari ni yg akan menentukn samada aq akn ke sem 4 o x..

hmm...wish me luck...

13 jan 2010 lak...

hari pendaftaran modul ntok last sem...

SEM 4...

wow!...

thats sound good dude...

i like it...

p yg xbestnye...

something yg aq slalu wat...

i got to leave it..

damn!..

xna!!..........

gosh......

well...
what eve it is...
life must be go on and on...

PD...here i come!!...

ehe.....

memory~~~................(terlampau)

*ooo...u got me hating on the club...coz u took my love..oo u took my love.......

haih....tdy ngar lagu niey..tetibe je tngat kat ajim..mek..nath..rindu we kt kwng...so much...

lokasi : bilik ajim..(blok a kot)..

masa : around 3 to 5 pm....

sedng kami ddok berbuak2 ttg mase dpn..(chewahh...)tetibe di radio bekumandang lagu rihanna niey..hating on the club..(yeke tjok dye niey?))..then.....

nath : (nyanyi lagu niey dari awl g..)

ajim : ahh...omputih la katakn...sume lgu omputih dye hafl...

kyma dn mek : hahaha....

nath : xna nyanyi g la....

ajim : we..lek r..grau2 je....

kte owg nyanyi smbil tglak2...xtawu pe yg special sgt tym tu kn...p kte sume njoy ngar lgu niey...pai kn everytime lagu niey play...we will look to each other and laugh together...sweet sgt...pai sume owg tnye nape kte glak kn..kn..kn..kn..hahahaha...

lokasi : kelas softskill..blok B kot..
mase : 12 - 1 pm..

next.......

hmm....ntok ex housemate aq...even kte still cm xbest..even kte da srapt dlu..even kte da x keep in touch like others..but aq still rindu kt kwng..yelh..mmber kn..pape pon..kwng still classmate aq kn..kwng still kwn2 aq yg jao2..kwng still kwn aq la..friendship never ends..thats for sure..hope u guys pon feel cm tu oke?..kte still connect g pe kt ms..ym..kn..kn..kn..to me..yg lpas..lpas la..bende da jd kn..let it go je..slowly and slowly...rite?

lokasi : depan rumah..(no 104, jln 4, tmn politeknik, pd..)
masa : 7 - 7.30 am..(b4 g klas trengkas)..

next...

hmmm....ntok dak2 prs..yg sntiasa wat camping yg best..kt gunong dato'..gunung senyom...ah..rindu nk g camp..sies...part 4..hope de wat camp g oke?..nk join..nk join..nk join..gunung dato' pling best..group saia is the winner!!...yeah!!...itu yg kte mawu..kn..kn..kn..

lokasi : gunung dato'..
masa : 2 -3 pm..

next......
tentula...dak2 teknik kota...ah..rindu bangat deh sama kamu semua...kapan lagi mawu ketemu ya...(tuka suda)...rindu nyer kt dak2 dorm..E 12 (form 4)...F 3 (form 5)..dak2 klas...4 KE 2 dn 5 KE 2...kerinduan sama kwng...cm ne kwng skang kn..hmm..de yg kawen?..wow!..too fast too furious beb!!..hehhe...xpe la..da jodo la owg kata..hee~..further study?...ramai..lg2 kt PJB..kt joho kn..rmai seyh..antara nye...as..misz..chood(bearku)..bad..balak..sham..zue..lily..tiqa..apip..laila..a'e and so on..ne ngat nk entry sume we..hehhe..pape pon...miss u guyz so much!!... {xde gmba lak nk entry ek?...hmm..even xde gmba..kwng kn da de dlm ati aq..chewahh!..}

next........
DSK2S2...rindu nk ngar klas kte glak2...dlm depart kte..klas mane yg plng kecoh skali...DSK2S2...klas mane yg plng sempoi..g klas kai sipe je..kt klas bwu tka high heels..DSK2S2..klas ne yg slalu wat hall koop pnoh sntiasa...DSK2S2...klas ne yg slalu knakn dak2 DPR wat asgment tym dwng introduce brngan dwng...DSK2S2...hahaha....klaka la we...sume yg kte wat...mest owg perhatikn..kn..kn..smpaikn dak2 engineering pon tawu..myb coz kte mek kos pA..then prngai kte xcm pA pon kn...sume cm dak2 kimpal..(bak kta en.Ashri)..pe la en ckp k.a.m.i cm tu...k.a.m.i kn nk njoy..tu sbb la k.a.m.i cm tu..hahaha....aq akn pastikn part 4 t...sukses!!...

lokasi : blok kuliah A...
masa : nta la..

next........
aq pasti akn merindui saat2 aq abeskn mase li dengan ainur insyirah dan hafiza izyan..(panjng tol nme kwng ber2 yek)...hmm...pasti merindui pnye...bekpes?..sme2..lunch?..sme2..ngulo?..sme2..anta paper?..sme2(walaupon xde dlm li..)taking pic?..sme2..involve dlm event?..karnival kecermelangn..poly fest..semarak 1 malaysia..raya antara jab..sume sme2...ah...mesti rindu nk ngar kak yan glak...rindu nk ngar syeera ckp ( blasah kang)..rindu nk ngar bunyi loceng kaki kak yan ngn kyma..always belumbe sape punye yg kuat..hahaha...kak yan kak yan..cm bdk2 taw..kte xpe la..bwu 19..hehe...

lokasi : PJB..
masa : 8 - 11 am..

next...........
i think i'm gonna miss u dear..so much..t i da nk blek pd kn..so..kte da ley jmpe slalu..every week da xley ngok wyg ngn u g kn...haih...rindu la t..u take care..xmo ksut2 slalu..lau de prob share oke?..take it easy ngn sume prob yg dtg k..sume prob ley setle kn dear..so...don take it hard..good luck for your LI next sem..u know i can do it..yes u can dear..i'm gonna miss bout u dear..we hang out..everythings dear..thanks oke?..ilyfdm..imy!!!.......

lokasi : -
masa : -

*..merindui kamu semua..*
*..xkn lupe pe yg da happened..*
*..rindunyeeeeeeeeee..................*
*..t kte kua g ye..*

ha?..

hhmmm...cm ne nk stat ek?..aq pon xtawu cm ne..rite now..i feel everything..sad..epy..hopefull..crush..hurt..everthing!..damn..why did i feel like this..cmon la..dont be like this..u know how much hate to be betray rite?..why did u do this to me?..damn hell..without u..my life is okay..for sure..i loved someone else..not u anymore!..
u....t i da nk blek kn..emm..t u kua ngn owg laen tak ek?..hmm..ahh...bsannyer nk blek pd tu...nothing fun there..ngn sape nk i kua ek..hmm..mesti xbes..u syg i?..u xtypo ke?..nta la..kdng2 i rse u was pretending..but sometimes.......thanks for last nite oke..when kte kua..i eepy je..cm something yg wat i nk tsnyum je..wee~..^_^...i syg kt u!!....
sok raye?...ye...sok ari rye...rye haji...blek kmpng?..cm x je..mak bz ngn sebutharga..abg sebok ngn meeting..akak free je...ayh mls nk drive..so how?..x kot..aq pon cm mls nk lpak mlake..bsan r..mlake xde pe la..mlm sbtu t de race motor kt mbmb..mlm minggu race keta..kt mbmb gk..xkn akak aq nk ajk aq g ngok race2 tu sume..lau abg yela..yelh..dye kn jiwe moto..hahaha.....lau ngn akak g ne je...xkn g situ lak..kn raye haji..ishy....xley2...lau blek mlka msti bsan gler niey..sure punyer...xnk2..lau stay jb..aq ley kua ngn mmber2 sume..at least ngn mok(kak)..t mesti dye yg byar we...hahah...bankrupt dye lau kua ngn aq..mok!..nk pdi we..hik hik hik...sok rye haji..means aq xkeje..means aq akn stay umh..means aq akn rase bosan yg amat sgt..damn!,,..nk ajk dwng g jln2 la....p g ne ek?..aq mmg blur sket lau bab ajk jln2 niey...hee~...
to all : ...selamat hari raya haji ye...msk bnyk2 we..t aq dtg...(yeke?)..hahhaha.....

*maen mecon oke gk niey*..
*iloveudearmissusomuch*..
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poly fest!..

date : 24 & 25 November 2009..
time : 8.00 - 5.00..
location : di sekitar dewan dn studnt park..
ahh...pnat nyer 2 hari niey..de poly fest..niat di hati nk upload kn gmba2 yg aq mek mse poly fest niey bjalan.....bnyk gler..haha..kami mmg ske bab bgamba..wee..bley booth kbjakn(unit aq punye) ngan booth koop(kak yan punye)lbey krang sblah2 je la..dkat..pe lgi..mryap saja kami...hhee~..pnat+lepak+hapy+learn something new..yelh..cm ne nk trik plggn dtg grai kteowg kn...(masok dlm li ke we..)yg best...rmai gler mmbe2 aq..dr smk pg paai ke smt kota tinggi..hmm...rmai gk la..sonok jumpe mmbe2 lame..ngok prubhan msng2..hee....pnat p njoy!..puas ati coz dua hari niey xyah jmpe ESHAW tue..hahaha...
oke...kak yan n syeera da de blog?...bgos2...hehehe....ajran sape..(aq la)..wakaka,...
syeera : syeera xmo sdey2 oke?...dye llaki mmg cm tu..skang susa nk cr yg btol2 jujo...thats for sure..syg mmg la syg..p dye da mcm2 kn kt syeera..xmo la nges je oke..hidup niey kna kuat cm biskut tiger!!..dye mmg jhat!..smpai ati wat syeera cm tukn..p xpe..owg ngn kak yan kn de..kte owg support syeera..syeera xmo la nges2..tnjokkan kt dye yg syeera pon kuat gk!..xlemah..sume la..oke?..xmo sdey2 oke?..de lg yg syg kt syeera kn?..rmai lg yg nk kt syeera...gpown yunk..our journey is long way to go kn..bwu 19kn..so?..njoy la idop niey..jgn sbb dye syeera cm niey oke?..ah...lau owg jumpe...meh owg tlong blasah dye ntok syeera...bley?...hehehe...be strong!!.....oke?..
kak yan lak..sek majok je ngan amar tu..xbek taw..hehhe...p amar pown satu..sbok ngn game dye tu..lau aq..aq pon nympah gk..hahha...xpe kak..biasa kn oke?..pe la awk niey...(sweet nyer pnggl awk kte..hehehe)...sonok tol...ngok mmber2 sdng gumbira kn..wee~..

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dada!!...aq reply entry kaw ea....

hee~....
dada...comment pe ea..aq bwu letak we kt blog..
hehehe....
kaw bagi r no fon kaw...
eh...jgn2..t no maket doe..heheh....
t aq minta no kaw kt atin ea..
nape entry name aq besa2 we..malu ouh....
wee~....
nme kecik suda we...
haha~..

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report?@#&$^%

we...mlas nyer nk report yg tebal tuh...ah..bile nk siap niey,.chayok2!!..pnat we..nape la kna wat report tebl2 niey...dala pening pale aq nk wat..then susa lak ai nk wat ayt yg cm best..yela..law x markah sket lak t..hmm...da lme x mngrang niey..yelah..since abes spm la..haha..kt blog mengrang pe..p ley blsah je nk ltak ayt pe..xkna tolk markah pon..(p kyma..kaw kan bkal s/u..your brain must move on..always oke?..)bawu bab 2 aq wat..cm ne ngan kwn2 yg laen..de yg da separoh dn de yg xstat g pon..hahaha..aq pon xtawu la..ble tnye mmb2..dwng sume ckp....

"kaw tanye TIARA we..dye da nk siap da wat"

da nk siap?..hebat kaw tiara..siapa tiara we..tiara tu best student kt klas aq..pape sume tanye dye je..dye xstudy pon p every tym quiz..lect akn ummkn the highest mark is TIARA..tawu suda..ah...bile la aq nk pandai cm tu ek..ckp je xberusaha xgne doe..btol...p aq niey bkn nye rjen sgt pon..mls g bnyk dr rjen..change oke?..bab yg cm niey la..p law movie..jln2..glak2..wat jhat..aq rajen we..hahahaha..pela kaw!!..what ever it is..i'm not pretend to!!...hiii.....waiting.......

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huh!!...

bengang..gram..nyampah..sume r..xtawu la nape ngn rini..yg pntg i'm not mood today..pg2 da de somthing spoil my mood..damn!!..i hate ble i rase cm niey..sies benci!..ahh...ble sume niey nk berakhir ek..cpat2la abes we..aq da xnk pk sume niey da..yg ESHAW tu lak..xabes2 soh aq wat itu dn ini..cbela bg keje tu skali kn sng..niey x..awk photostate niey 10 copy..then after a few minutes..awk photostate niey dlm 7 copy..wat mke srt dpn blkng..sng sket nk edrkn t..ble da siap..yg niey lak..15 copy..haih...ngat aq pA kaw ke...da mnta tlng..say thanks la oke?..niey x..wt mke minta begado lak ngn aq..bgng tol..ble nta nk 25 dis niey..xsaba!!..

p/s : mood..get well soon..oke?...

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life is...........

this morning da entry p skang entry g..wee~..bos xde..njoy..but too bored without job!...human being..ble xde sbok tercari2..heh..rite now..i feel sleppy..bcoz tydo lmbt kot..i guest!...p cm xbiasa je tydo lmbt..actly...mte niey manje sgt taw..sbok nk soh tydo awl..hehehe...hmm..aq pon xtawu nk start cm ne..de story nk tuleh kt blog niey p nk start cm ne ek..oke..kdng idop bsan..kdng sronok..kdng useless..kdng itu..kdng ini..dn bnyk g kdng2 kn..kn..kn..but to me..hidup niey...sweet..to much meaning..to much things to do..sometimes too adventure..too much risks and much much much more..what ever it is..u must go on and face the truth..thats for sure..am i rite?..never dispointed with what will happened!..o pe yg da belaku!..never..never..never..coz sume tu mesti de hikmahnyer..tol x..aq akn go on je ngn pe yg akn berlaku..proceed!..thats me!..hee...19 years old..my journey still long way to go..still got many things that i want to do..to feel..to njoy it..to and to and to and to.................aq nk njoy hidup niey coz 'teen once a life'...ntok kwn2 yg da ptos asa ngn life niey..jgn cm tu oke..njoy je ngan pe yg kaw wat..pasti gumbira..dn sukses selalu!!... wee~..hope everythings gonna be okay..my mom always said..wat something tu..think b4 do..my dad said take care of yourself oke..my sis said u grown up now..take care oke...my bro said jgn wat something stupid!..wat somethings yg de hasil..hmm...aq ngat all the words b4 further my study kt PD..hehe...ske sgt pat blaja kt sne..yelh..jao dr fmily..idop sndri..aq tntukn pe yg aq nk wat lpas niey..but..sometimes...aq rse rindu nk dngar leteran dari ibu(mlas..cm ne nk kwen niey..cm ne itu..cm ne ini..cm ne..cm ne).....pergadohan kecil between me and dad yg akn wat aq ketawa swng2(ske sgt we)...pertengkaran ego between me and my bro yg msng2 nk mng..xnk kalh...yelah..ne ley mengku klah b4 bjuang(hahahaha)...perdebatan between me and my sis(mok!..)...sape bsoh bju..sape sdai bju..sape msak..sape itu..sape ini..sape sape sape dn sape(hihihihihi)....ah,...pasti rindu nt...afte study nk wat pe lak...thats what i need to think now..one more sem then?????........isyh,,my mom soh further study but..rse cm mls je nk further stdy..pnt..da xnk pk da sume tu...final..pointer..asgment..ahh...get away from my life!!..xnk da!..next sem..aq akn pstikn sukses sentiasa...pointer jgn twon oke..(pray for me)..study..study..study..xnk study g p nk wat pe law xstudy...income mesti x best..nk yg gmpak2 we..PM ke..pengarah ke..timbln pengrh ke..(cita-cita setinggi KLCC)..hahhaha....what ever it is...life still goes on..so.....kte njoy!!.....

p/s 1 : nk taep bnyk g..p cm bsan la plak..hehehe....(pnat we)..
p/s 2 : movie..movie..movie...
p/s 3 : report..report..report..
p/s 4 : ngntok we..
p/s 5 : sukses selalu!!......
^_^

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keRINDUan

hmm...ah..skang aq nga demam..demam rindu ngan sume owg yg dinyatakn...

first person : imy!..ble lg kte mawu ketemu ya..rindu deyh..i xsaba nk meet u..hm..can i?..wee....>_<..
second person : rindu gle sama insan yg bernma hafizah izyan..cm da lme gle kte xjmpe..xglak sme2..berangan something yg agk msthil nk jd kn..hahaha...rindu seyh sama kamu..tym lunch..da lame x dok kt kanten..melihat gelagat student2 poly jb niey..sies rindu we..hmm..rini cuti lak dye..berdua lg la ngn syeera niey..hihhi..come back soon oke?..
next! : dak2 teknik kota!..rindu eyh kt kwng sume..yg rapat..yg xrapat..yg gle..yg zgle..yg baek dn yg jahat..sume la weyh..ble lagi la kte leyh hang out together and spend our tym for the whole day..rindunyerr......
next! : dak2 poly pd!..fana..nath..ajim..mek..nai..zai..far..atyn..nad(skm)..myra(skm)..dak umh zai yg slalu ajk mkn..yg slalu ajk hang out sme2..yg slalu soh aq aja math(hate this!knn2nye aq dak dip msti terer..pe la kwng..sme jela kte..)..yg slalu soh aq lepak umh kwng tym weekend..join dak2 klas kwng yg xbtol tu..(hahaha)...and kt semua mmb2 yg nmanyer xtersenaraikan(bkn sengja p xtertuleh weyh..)ahh!!...aq smmgnyer rindu kt kwng sume...
next! : insan yg bernama NURUL SYUHADA ZAINAL...rindu gle kt kaw..da lme x hang out sme2..movie..laksa..story bout your life..bout my life..laugh together..story bout our friends..what did they do..whats going on with them..damn miss u sis!..
next! : yg pasti...when i got back to PD..i'm sure i will be missing JB..thats for sure..mom..dad..bro..sis..all the things that i've do in JB..midnight movie(with u)..hang out with fara(until the middle of the nyte)..bley tydo ngan lena(pd xpat tydo lena weyh..pnas)..ble nk mkn xyah kuar wet..(mom pays..hehe)..ahh.....mcm2 la we...mesti rindu punye!!..
last but not least : sampai ketemu lagi ya!..

~meRINDUi~

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bile da bosan??!!!.........

niey la keje kteowg waktu lunch tdy..
gle bosan we...

hahha....

but kak yan xde we..

so,..my advice to you..(kak yan)...

dont be jealous with us!!....

hehehehe....

confirm dye jeles we...

hahaha....

sory kak!..

niey la dye...

ble gle kami da dtg..

thanks to photographer...

brown day??...hehhe

aq pown xphm we nape ngan gmba niey...hahaha

pape je kte kn syeera...hik hik hik..

kak yan jgn mara yerk...

sok kte mek gamba sme2 oke dear?...

pape je we..^_^..

tetibe i rindu kt u...

emm..

thanks k for all the moment that u have made..

series shit imy!!..

nape niey we...

can i say this ..'ilyfdm' too dear..

somebody please clear me..........

anyway...

i really loved when u said that u love me...

did u serioulsy love me or what dear??...

u make me falling in love...

damn...da lme xrse cm niey we...

hahaha..

>_<

hati semakin hari semakin gembira...

even kdng2 something yg i really hate comes around..

but..i know that i have u...

ntok mmb2 yg kt PD...

gler rindu kt kwng we..

da lme x mek pic sme2..

glak sme2..

'karok' sme2..(ngat kt fana)

hahaha...

awok!!..ble mawu reply saia punye msj ha??...

aq da mls nk wat all the work..

all the secretary duties...

ahh...series shit mls we...

poly niey nape la kaw wat li lme sgt..

kn student kaw da bsan...

huh!!...

nk wat report yg tebal g..

thap kemalsan aq melebihi thap kerajinan...

cm ne weyh....

pape pon...

life must go on...

life as practical student mmg bsaan!!...

asek kna buly saja...

wat itu..wat ini...daa laa xde gaji...hihihi...(alasan smate2)

but...life as student best...

yelh..tyme kte study niey la kte nak wat mcm2 we...

yg jhat yg baek..yg oke yg xoke..yg agk 'gle' yg 'gle2'...

hahaha...

mcm2 la...anyway....

just enjoy with pe yg kaw sdng lakukan...

pasti gumbira!! dn sukses slalu!!...

^_^

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40 minutes...................

last nite..i've got a msj
'awk..sy nk jmpe awk..jap g smpai..'
then i reply..
'xmo la..mls..'
dye xrespond..seb bek..
nga syok lyn lgu pitbull..fuego...
tetibe je....my fon ring...
name yg tertera de lah...'dye'..
i pick up the fon and he said.....

'sy da de kt dpn umh niey..jom la..'

damn it!..i xnk kuar la....

me:'xmo la..kn da ckp tdy..'
that boy:'sy nk jmpe gk..jap g sy nk grak kl da..plezz....'
me:' jap la...'

change my cloths and i go with him..
dlm hati berkata..something not rite..p wat xtawu je..

that boy:'kte g mkn dlu ea wak..sy xmkn g'
me:'oke saja'

kteowg pon ke kota masai..kdai mkn yg bnyk kenangan kteowg..damn!..sngje pe..
ode air and mknn (for him)..
bwu je nk berbual2 then...de swng gurl tetibe sit beside him...
riak mke dye tros berubah..then i know who is she..

that gurl:kta nk g umh mak kn..nape ley smpai sni..
that boy:da pegi da..singgh sni jap..emm..cm ne bby ley smpai sni..

that gurl senyap je..
owh my gosh!..
it cant be!..why these thing happened rite know...
what should i do...

i:sory la..aq xtawu pon yg dye niey bw kaw skali..law tawu aq xkuar kot..em..sory oke..
that gurl:nape kwng meet niey..de something yg kwng nak dscuss o kwng still connect each others..
i:nope!..kaw jgn slh fhm oke..dye yg beriye nk jmpe..aq xnk...believe me we are nothing..our story is long ago..for sure...
that gurl:cm ne aq nk cye ckp kaw niey?..aq xknal kaw..
i:look..aq da de bf oke..(de ke)so what for aq de dye niey lg..cte kteowg da lme abes la..
that gurl:then nape jmpe niey...
i:u better ask him bcoz dye yg ajk..

that gurl:did u lied to me?..
b:nope dear..
that gurl:i know u did!..
b:no!..for sure..
that gurl:huh...bby follow b from kl..b xde pon g umh mak..am i rite?..
b:???(speechless)
that gurl:from kl b tros ke sini kn?..u lied to me!..
b:???
that gurl:tell me the truth...please....
b:oke..b mmg dtg sni nk jmpe dye..coz b nk jmpe dye sgt2..b nak stlle kn pe yg b rse slme niey kt dye..seriesly dye xtawu bout this..the truth is b syg kt dye g..but i dont believe that u follow me from kl..
me:dala...nk blek..(xpsal2 aq kna ngok drama dwng..aq xde dlm ini drama oke!..)
that boy:no!..jgn blek dlu oke..please let me xplain all this..
me:(shit!..nape msti skng ko xplain sengal..)
that boy:sy nk awk tawu yg sye still syg kt awk..dr dlu g..ble awk kte awk da de boy..damn hurt inside..but i know u still love me..rite?..
me:absolutely not!...somebody da 'kidnap' my love...for sure i love him..not you anymore...dala..nk blek...(cm ne niey u....)
that boy:oke2 sy anta blek...jom...
me:(gle...gurl kaw cm ne?...)
that gurl:bby nk ikot...
me:thank god......
that boy:how bout your car?....
that gurl:she can drive..(kwn g swng)..

then kteowg blek...otw blek..sume snyap je..xcept that gurl...mmbbel lak dye...cm owg tue...isyh...smak pale aq dngr...aq?...diam jela..dlm ati...ble nk smpai umh niey..damn it!..
ble da nk smpai umh,..b4 twon keta...i said something to him...

me:after this...aq xknal kaw lagi...delete my name from your list...series shit!....

aq kua keta msok umh without look at him anymore...tonite...gonna be a last nite that i see your face..i dont want to see u again..for sure!..

blek je...aq twos text some1......^_^
after a few second...i got a new msj from.............

'sy xsngke awk ckp cm tu tdy...sye xsngke gk yg mlm niey akn jd mlm t'akhr kte jmpe..sy say sory kt awk bout my gurl..i never xpect that she will fllow me..sory k...u ask me to delete u from my list but how?..i cant delete u from my mind..would i?..never!!..but cant we be a friend?..i promise u that i will never to love u more than a frend...i promise!!..but i know u dont want it...rite?..fyi..sy xpnh syg gurl sy cm sy syg awk..sy xtawu nape..to me..awk laen sgt..awk xcm yg laen..thats y i need u..sumpah sy jeles ngan ssape yg dkat o sape yg dpt awk la...sumpah jeles!...hope after this awk xtros bnci sy..coz sy xnk awk cm tu..nyte dear...'

damn hell!!...
xpnjng kaw msj aq..baek kaw email kt aq je..hahaha...aq xreply pon msj kaw..cian kaw..brani dye msj aq cm tu...kaw xtkot kantoi g ke ngan gurl kaw..jgn main gle la we...kaw jge je la gurl kaw baek2 oke..i'm fine without u..t kaw jmpe la yg g better than aq..oke?..dala...jgn ngat aq lg..

gle we dye...aq xnk kaw g ler...do understand me..oke...i'm begging u..please 4get me..i'm happy with my new life!!..without u!..do understand me oke!!...aq x syg kaw lg!..oke!?...

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you are??....

da lme x update blog niey ler...mcm2 kot rase..hik hik...

emm.....tomorrow 12.11.2009...cte 2012 kua ler...hehe...

"u...t kte ngok sme2 ea..taw2..."

then after this story...santau lak...p lmbat g nk kua..december kot...

"t kte ngok sme2 gk taw u..ritu kn kte ngok2 title movie tu kn..kn..kn.."

>_<...

thanks kt u very much..for all the moment..really apprte that...seriesly!!....

u mmg ske wat i mken syg kt u kn...

hm...

thanks kt u..

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days become too bored...nothing interesting...hmm...what should i do??people around me always try to make me down...i realize that i need to be strong than usual..i need to fight them!..right?..series shit i hate these people!!..leave my life oke!..please let me through my days easily..let me have my daily life like usual..like others..huh!..my words for you................. get out from my life you bicth!!....
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@#!*%$

rini bnyk tol bende2 yg wat aq sket ati...
antaranya adalah..

first..
2-0...
siap abg khair...
dpt point...
owg kna kn lek..
dulik r...
huh.....
da dye yg nk ckp cenggitu....
nk wat cm ne....
eeiiii.....!!
jgn la ckp bende 2 lg...
gram tol la ngan abg niey....
isyh....

second...
syeera ngan kak yan..
sek nk buly kte pehal...
gram tol la...
cbe la jgn wat g...
hmm....
seb bek la kwng mmber aq taw...
lau x...
da bergado da....
hahahahahaha........
kwng2..

third....
mcm2 la...
eeiiiiii..............................

the day.....~

pagi2 g aq da bangon...
nape pagi2??....
coz mak aq nk grak ke sintok kedah....
gler r aq dok umh swng2...
cm ne aq nk mkn we..
sape nak bli kn..
sape nak kjot aq bgon pagi?...
???!??!?!??..........
hmm.....
mom..take care of yourself oke....
adooiyai...
cm ne la aq nak idop swng2 ek...
without her??....
damn hard..
well....pape pon...
life must be go on...
right?...
mom...
come back soon oke....
~_^....

last night....bngg tol ngan mamat swng niey...
xptot tol ler...
kaw tawu x...bcoz of u,.my friend fight ngan boy dye!..
kaw gler ke pe..da la we jgn kaco mmber aq g oke...
kaw niey mmg la...cbe jgn kaco idop owg laen ley x...
we are nothing...kaw g la epy kn gurl kaw...
nape kaw nak kaco idop aq ha!...
isyh....susa la kaw niey.....

my life nothing without you..~_~
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dear ex..

dear ex...
plez dont beg me anymore..
i dont want u anymore...
plez oke?...
my heart not belong to you anymore...
u cant push me up!...
i dont want u anymore..
im really sory for mess up the things..
but..i really cant be with you anymore..
fyi..
my heart was taken by someone...
u no need to know who was him..
just know that i really love him...
really...oke!!...
plez dont disturb me anymore..
plez leave me!..