close to~~`.........(hik hik hik)

oke......antre entry yg aq ske....

17 days to go......

yeah....17 hari g aq nk stay menjalani my Industrial Training at PJB...

thats what i mean...

yes!!...

ble da mls nak keje..

ngulo saja oke?..

hee...

but now...mood nk wat report mmbuak2 skang niey...

sies niey...

nga rjen nk wat report..

well...

u guys pray for me oke?..

hope my report will be best among the best....

hahahaha...

hope so!!.....

..^_^..

next.....

12 jan 2010...

hari pendaftaran report?...

something like that la...

hari ni yg akan menentukn samada aq akn ke sem 4 o x..

hmm...wish me luck...

13 jan 2010 lak...

hari pendaftaran modul ntok last sem...

SEM 4...

wow!...

thats sound good dude...

i like it...

p yg xbestnye...

something yg aq slalu wat...

i got to leave it..

damn!..

xna!!..........

gosh......

well...
what eve it is...
life must be go on and on...

PD...here i come!!...

ehe.....

memory~~~................(terlampau)

*ooo...u got me hating on the club...coz u took my love..oo u took my love.......

haih....tdy ngar lagu niey..tetibe je tngat kat ajim..mek..nath..rindu we kt kwng...so much...

lokasi : bilik ajim..(blok a kot)..

masa : around 3 to 5 pm....

sedng kami ddok berbuak2 ttg mase dpn..(chewahh...)tetibe di radio bekumandang lagu rihanna niey..hating on the club..(yeke tjok dye niey?))..then.....

nath : (nyanyi lagu niey dari awl g..)

ajim : ahh...omputih la katakn...sume lgu omputih dye hafl...

kyma dn mek : hahaha....

nath : xna nyanyi g la....

ajim : we..lek r..grau2 je....

kte owg nyanyi smbil tglak2...xtawu pe yg special sgt tym tu kn...p kte sume njoy ngar lgu niey...pai kn everytime lagu niey play...we will look to each other and laugh together...sweet sgt...pai sume owg tnye nape kte glak kn..kn..kn..kn..hahahaha...

lokasi : kelas softskill..blok B kot..
mase : 12 - 1 pm..

next.......

hmm....ntok ex housemate aq...even kte still cm xbest..even kte da srapt dlu..even kte da x keep in touch like others..but aq still rindu kt kwng..yelh..mmber kn..pape pon..kwng still classmate aq kn..kwng still kwn2 aq yg jao2..kwng still kwn aq la..friendship never ends..thats for sure..hope u guys pon feel cm tu oke?..kte still connect g pe kt ms..ym..kn..kn..kn..to me..yg lpas..lpas la..bende da jd kn..let it go je..slowly and slowly...rite?

lokasi : depan rumah..(no 104, jln 4, tmn politeknik, pd..)
masa : 7 - 7.30 am..(b4 g klas trengkas)..

next...

hmmm....ntok dak2 prs..yg sntiasa wat camping yg best..kt gunong dato'..gunung senyom...ah..rindu nk g camp..sies...part 4..hope de wat camp g oke?..nk join..nk join..nk join..gunung dato' pling best..group saia is the winner!!...yeah!!...itu yg kte mawu..kn..kn..kn..

lokasi : gunung dato'..
masa : 2 -3 pm..

next......
tentula...dak2 teknik kota...ah..rindu bangat deh sama kamu semua...kapan lagi mawu ketemu ya...(tuka suda)...rindu nyer kt dak2 dorm..E 12 (form 4)...F 3 (form 5)..dak2 klas...4 KE 2 dn 5 KE 2...kerinduan sama kwng...cm ne kwng skang kn..hmm..de yg kawen?..wow!..too fast too furious beb!!..hehhe...xpe la..da jodo la owg kata..hee~..further study?...ramai..lg2 kt PJB..kt joho kn..rmai seyh..antara nye...as..misz..chood(bearku)..bad..balak..sham..zue..lily..tiqa..apip..laila..a'e and so on..ne ngat nk entry sume we..hehhe..pape pon...miss u guyz so much!!... {xde gmba lak nk entry ek?...hmm..even xde gmba..kwng kn da de dlm ati aq..chewahh!..}

next........
DSK2S2...rindu nk ngar klas kte glak2...dlm depart kte..klas mane yg plng kecoh skali...DSK2S2...klas mane yg plng sempoi..g klas kai sipe je..kt klas bwu tka high heels..DSK2S2..klas ne yg slalu wat hall koop pnoh sntiasa...DSK2S2...klas ne yg slalu knakn dak2 DPR wat asgment tym dwng introduce brngan dwng...DSK2S2...hahaha....klaka la we...sume yg kte wat...mest owg perhatikn..kn..kn..smpaikn dak2 engineering pon tawu..myb coz kte mek kos pA..then prngai kte xcm pA pon kn...sume cm dak2 kimpal..(bak kta en.Ashri)..pe la en ckp k.a.m.i cm tu...k.a.m.i kn nk njoy..tu sbb la k.a.m.i cm tu..hahaha....aq akn pastikn part 4 t...sukses!!...

lokasi : blok kuliah A...
masa : nta la..

next........
aq pasti akn merindui saat2 aq abeskn mase li dengan ainur insyirah dan hafiza izyan..(panjng tol nme kwng ber2 yek)...hmm...pasti merindui pnye...bekpes?..sme2..lunch?..sme2..ngulo?..sme2..anta paper?..sme2(walaupon xde dlm li..)taking pic?..sme2..involve dlm event?..karnival kecermelangn..poly fest..semarak 1 malaysia..raya antara jab..sume sme2...ah...mesti rindu nk ngar kak yan glak...rindu nk ngar syeera ckp ( blasah kang)..rindu nk ngar bunyi loceng kaki kak yan ngn kyma..always belumbe sape punye yg kuat..hahaha...kak yan kak yan..cm bdk2 taw..kte xpe la..bwu 19..hehe...

lokasi : PJB..
masa : 8 - 11 am..

next...........
i think i'm gonna miss u dear..so much..t i da nk blek pd kn..so..kte da ley jmpe slalu..every week da xley ngok wyg ngn u g kn...haih...rindu la t..u take care..xmo ksut2 slalu..lau de prob share oke?..take it easy ngn sume prob yg dtg k..sume prob ley setle kn dear..so...don take it hard..good luck for your LI next sem..u know i can do it..yes u can dear..i'm gonna miss bout u dear..we hang out..everythings dear..thanks oke?..ilyfdm..imy!!!.......

lokasi : -
masa : -

*..merindui kamu semua..*
*..xkn lupe pe yg da happened..*
*..rindunyeeeeeeeeee..................*
*..t kte kua g ye..*

ha?..

hhmmm...cm ne nk stat ek?..aq pon xtawu cm ne..rite now..i feel everything..sad..epy..hopefull..crush..hurt..everthing!..damn..why did i feel like this..cmon la..dont be like this..u know how much hate to be betray rite?..why did u do this to me?..damn hell..without u..my life is okay..for sure..i loved someone else..not u anymore!..
u....t i da nk blek kn..emm..t u kua ngn owg laen tak ek?..hmm..ahh...bsannyer nk blek pd tu...nothing fun there..ngn sape nk i kua ek..hmm..mesti xbes..u syg i?..u xtypo ke?..nta la..kdng2 i rse u was pretending..but sometimes.......thanks for last nite oke..when kte kua..i eepy je..cm something yg wat i nk tsnyum je..wee~..^_^...i syg kt u!!....
sok raye?...ye...sok ari rye...rye haji...blek kmpng?..cm x je..mak bz ngn sebutharga..abg sebok ngn meeting..akak free je...ayh mls nk drive..so how?..x kot..aq pon cm mls nk lpak mlake..bsan r..mlake xde pe la..mlm sbtu t de race motor kt mbmb..mlm minggu race keta..kt mbmb gk..xkn akak aq nk ajk aq g ngok race2 tu sume..lau abg yela..yelh..dye kn jiwe moto..hahaha.....lau ngn akak g ne je...xkn g situ lak..kn raye haji..ishy....xley2...lau blek mlka msti bsan gler niey..sure punyer...xnk2..lau stay jb..aq ley kua ngn mmber2 sume..at least ngn mok(kak)..t mesti dye yg byar we...hahah...bankrupt dye lau kua ngn aq..mok!..nk pdi we..hik hik hik...sok rye haji..means aq xkeje..means aq akn stay umh..means aq akn rase bosan yg amat sgt..damn!,,..nk ajk dwng g jln2 la....p g ne ek?..aq mmg blur sket lau bab ajk jln2 niey...hee~...
to all : ...selamat hari raya haji ye...msk bnyk2 we..t aq dtg...(yeke?)..hahhaha.....

*maen mecon oke gk niey*..
*iloveudearmissusomuch*..
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poly fest!..

date : 24 & 25 November 2009..
time : 8.00 - 5.00..
location : di sekitar dewan dn studnt park..
ahh...pnat nyer 2 hari niey..de poly fest..niat di hati nk upload kn gmba2 yg aq mek mse poly fest niey bjalan.....bnyk gler..haha..kami mmg ske bab bgamba..wee..bley booth kbjakn(unit aq punye) ngan booth koop(kak yan punye)lbey krang sblah2 je la..dkat..pe lgi..mryap saja kami...hhee~..pnat+lepak+hapy+learn something new..yelh..cm ne nk trik plggn dtg grai kteowg kn...(masok dlm li ke we..)yg best...rmai gler mmbe2 aq..dr smk pg paai ke smt kota tinggi..hmm...rmai gk la..sonok jumpe mmbe2 lame..ngok prubhan msng2..hee....pnat p njoy!..puas ati coz dua hari niey xyah jmpe ESHAW tue..hahaha...
oke...kak yan n syeera da de blog?...bgos2...hehehe....ajran sape..(aq la)..wakaka,...
syeera : syeera xmo sdey2 oke?...dye llaki mmg cm tu..skang susa nk cr yg btol2 jujo...thats for sure..syg mmg la syg..p dye da mcm2 kn kt syeera..xmo la nges je oke..hidup niey kna kuat cm biskut tiger!!..dye mmg jhat!..smpai ati wat syeera cm tukn..p xpe..owg ngn kak yan kn de..kte owg support syeera..syeera xmo la nges2..tnjokkan kt dye yg syeera pon kuat gk!..xlemah..sume la..oke?..xmo sdey2 oke?..de lg yg syg kt syeera kn?..rmai lg yg nk kt syeera...gpown yunk..our journey is long way to go kn..bwu 19kn..so?..njoy la idop niey..jgn sbb dye syeera cm niey oke?..ah...lau owg jumpe...meh owg tlong blasah dye ntok syeera...bley?...hehehe...be strong!!.....oke?..
kak yan lak..sek majok je ngan amar tu..xbek taw..hehhe...p amar pown satu..sbok ngn game dye tu..lau aq..aq pon nympah gk..hahha...xpe kak..biasa kn oke?..pe la awk niey...(sweet nyer pnggl awk kte..hehehe)...sonok tol...ngok mmber2 sdng gumbira kn..wee~..

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dada!!...aq reply entry kaw ea....

hee~....
dada...comment pe ea..aq bwu letak we kt blog..
hehehe....
kaw bagi r no fon kaw...
eh...jgn2..t no maket doe..heheh....
t aq minta no kaw kt atin ea..
nape entry name aq besa2 we..malu ouh....
wee~....
nme kecik suda we...
haha~..

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report?@#&$^%

we...mlas nyer nk report yg tebal tuh...ah..bile nk siap niey,.chayok2!!..pnat we..nape la kna wat report tebl2 niey...dala pening pale aq nk wat..then susa lak ai nk wat ayt yg cm best..yela..law x markah sket lak t..hmm...da lme x mngrang niey..yelah..since abes spm la..haha..kt blog mengrang pe..p ley blsah je nk ltak ayt pe..xkna tolk markah pon..(p kyma..kaw kan bkal s/u..your brain must move on..always oke?..)bawu bab 2 aq wat..cm ne ngan kwn2 yg laen..de yg da separoh dn de yg xstat g pon..hahaha..aq pon xtawu la..ble tnye mmb2..dwng sume ckp....

"kaw tanye TIARA we..dye da nk siap da wat"

da nk siap?..hebat kaw tiara..siapa tiara we..tiara tu best student kt klas aq..pape sume tanye dye je..dye xstudy pon p every tym quiz..lect akn ummkn the highest mark is TIARA..tawu suda..ah...bile la aq nk pandai cm tu ek..ckp je xberusaha xgne doe..btol...p aq niey bkn nye rjen sgt pon..mls g bnyk dr rjen..change oke?..bab yg cm niey la..p law movie..jln2..glak2..wat jhat..aq rajen we..hahahaha..pela kaw!!..what ever it is..i'm not pretend to!!...hiii.....waiting.......

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huh!!...

bengang..gram..nyampah..sume r..xtawu la nape ngn rini..yg pntg i'm not mood today..pg2 da de somthing spoil my mood..damn!!..i hate ble i rase cm niey..sies benci!..ahh...ble sume niey nk berakhir ek..cpat2la abes we..aq da xnk pk sume niey da..yg ESHAW tu lak..xabes2 soh aq wat itu dn ini..cbela bg keje tu skali kn sng..niey x..awk photostate niey 10 copy..then after a few minutes..awk photostate niey dlm 7 copy..wat mke srt dpn blkng..sng sket nk edrkn t..ble da siap..yg niey lak..15 copy..haih...ngat aq pA kaw ke...da mnta tlng..say thanks la oke?..niey x..wt mke minta begado lak ngn aq..bgng tol..ble nta nk 25 dis niey..xsaba!!..

p/s : mood..get well soon..oke?...

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life is...........

this morning da entry p skang entry g..wee~..bos xde..njoy..but too bored without job!...human being..ble xde sbok tercari2..heh..rite now..i feel sleppy..bcoz tydo lmbt kot..i guest!...p cm xbiasa je tydo lmbt..actly...mte niey manje sgt taw..sbok nk soh tydo awl..hehehe...hmm..aq pon xtawu nk start cm ne..de story nk tuleh kt blog niey p nk start cm ne ek..oke..kdng idop bsan..kdng sronok..kdng useless..kdng itu..kdng ini..dn bnyk g kdng2 kn..kn..kn..but to me..hidup niey...sweet..to much meaning..to much things to do..sometimes too adventure..too much risks and much much much more..what ever it is..u must go on and face the truth..thats for sure..am i rite?..never dispointed with what will happened!..o pe yg da belaku!..never..never..never..coz sume tu mesti de hikmahnyer..tol x..aq akn go on je ngn pe yg akn berlaku..proceed!..thats me!..hee...19 years old..my journey still long way to go..still got many things that i want to do..to feel..to njoy it..to and to and to and to.................aq nk njoy hidup niey coz 'teen once a life'...ntok kwn2 yg da ptos asa ngn life niey..jgn cm tu oke..njoy je ngan pe yg kaw wat..pasti gumbira..dn sukses selalu!!... wee~..hope everythings gonna be okay..my mom always said..wat something tu..think b4 do..my dad said take care of yourself oke..my sis said u grown up now..take care oke...my bro said jgn wat something stupid!..wat somethings yg de hasil..hmm...aq ngat all the words b4 further my study kt PD..hehe...ske sgt pat blaja kt sne..yelh..jao dr fmily..idop sndri..aq tntukn pe yg aq nk wat lpas niey..but..sometimes...aq rse rindu nk dngar leteran dari ibu(mlas..cm ne nk kwen niey..cm ne itu..cm ne ini..cm ne..cm ne).....pergadohan kecil between me and dad yg akn wat aq ketawa swng2(ske sgt we)...pertengkaran ego between me and my bro yg msng2 nk mng..xnk kalh...yelah..ne ley mengku klah b4 bjuang(hahahaha)...perdebatan between me and my sis(mok!..)...sape bsoh bju..sape sdai bju..sape msak..sape itu..sape ini..sape sape sape dn sape(hihihihihi)....ah,...pasti rindu nt...afte study nk wat pe lak...thats what i need to think now..one more sem then?????........isyh,,my mom soh further study but..rse cm mls je nk further stdy..pnt..da xnk pk da sume tu...final..pointer..asgment..ahh...get away from my life!!..xnk da!..next sem..aq akn pstikn sukses sentiasa...pointer jgn twon oke..(pray for me)..study..study..study..xnk study g p nk wat pe law xstudy...income mesti x best..nk yg gmpak2 we..PM ke..pengarah ke..timbln pengrh ke..(cita-cita setinggi KLCC)..hahhaha....what ever it is...life still goes on..so.....kte njoy!!.....

p/s 1 : nk taep bnyk g..p cm bsan la plak..hehehe....(pnat we)..
p/s 2 : movie..movie..movie...
p/s 3 : report..report..report..
p/s 4 : ngntok we..
p/s 5 : sukses selalu!!......
^_^

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keRINDUan

hmm...ah..skang aq nga demam..demam rindu ngan sume owg yg dinyatakn...

first person : imy!..ble lg kte mawu ketemu ya..rindu deyh..i xsaba nk meet u..hm..can i?..wee....>_<..
second person : rindu gle sama insan yg bernma hafizah izyan..cm da lme gle kte xjmpe..xglak sme2..berangan something yg agk msthil nk jd kn..hahaha...rindu seyh sama kamu..tym lunch..da lame x dok kt kanten..melihat gelagat student2 poly jb niey..sies rindu we..hmm..rini cuti lak dye..berdua lg la ngn syeera niey..hihhi..come back soon oke?..
next! : dak2 teknik kota!..rindu eyh kt kwng sume..yg rapat..yg xrapat..yg gle..yg zgle..yg baek dn yg jahat..sume la weyh..ble lagi la kte leyh hang out together and spend our tym for the whole day..rindunyerr......
next! : dak2 poly pd!..fana..nath..ajim..mek..nai..zai..far..atyn..nad(skm)..myra(skm)..dak umh zai yg slalu ajk mkn..yg slalu ajk hang out sme2..yg slalu soh aq aja math(hate this!knn2nye aq dak dip msti terer..pe la kwng..sme jela kte..)..yg slalu soh aq lepak umh kwng tym weekend..join dak2 klas kwng yg xbtol tu..(hahaha)...and kt semua mmb2 yg nmanyer xtersenaraikan(bkn sengja p xtertuleh weyh..)ahh!!...aq smmgnyer rindu kt kwng sume...
next! : insan yg bernama NURUL SYUHADA ZAINAL...rindu gle kt kaw..da lme x hang out sme2..movie..laksa..story bout your life..bout my life..laugh together..story bout our friends..what did they do..whats going on with them..damn miss u sis!..
next! : yg pasti...when i got back to PD..i'm sure i will be missing JB..thats for sure..mom..dad..bro..sis..all the things that i've do in JB..midnight movie(with u)..hang out with fara(until the middle of the nyte)..bley tydo ngan lena(pd xpat tydo lena weyh..pnas)..ble nk mkn xyah kuar wet..(mom pays..hehe)..ahh.....mcm2 la we...mesti rindu punye!!..
last but not least : sampai ketemu lagi ya!..

~meRINDUi~

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bile da bosan??!!!.........

niey la keje kteowg waktu lunch tdy..
gle bosan we...

hahha....

but kak yan xde we..

so,..my advice to you..(kak yan)...

dont be jealous with us!!....

hehehehe....

confirm dye jeles we...

hahaha....

sory kak!..

niey la dye...

ble gle kami da dtg..

thanks to photographer...

brown day??...hehhe

aq pown xphm we nape ngan gmba niey...hahaha

pape je kte kn syeera...hik hik hik..

kak yan jgn mara yerk...

sok kte mek gamba sme2 oke dear?...

pape je we..^_^..

tetibe i rindu kt u...

emm..

thanks k for all the moment that u have made..

series shit imy!!..

nape niey we...

can i say this ..'ilyfdm' too dear..

somebody please clear me..........

anyway...

i really loved when u said that u love me...

did u serioulsy love me or what dear??...

u make me falling in love...

damn...da lme xrse cm niey we...

hahaha..

>_<

hati semakin hari semakin gembira...

even kdng2 something yg i really hate comes around..

but..i know that i have u...

ntok mmb2 yg kt PD...

gler rindu kt kwng we..

da lme x mek pic sme2..

glak sme2..

'karok' sme2..(ngat kt fana)

hahaha...

awok!!..ble mawu reply saia punye msj ha??...

aq da mls nk wat all the work..

all the secretary duties...

ahh...series shit mls we...

poly niey nape la kaw wat li lme sgt..

kn student kaw da bsan...

huh!!...

nk wat report yg tebal g..

thap kemalsan aq melebihi thap kerajinan...

cm ne weyh....

pape pon...

life must go on...

life as practical student mmg bsaan!!...

asek kna buly saja...

wat itu..wat ini...daa laa xde gaji...hihihi...(alasan smate2)

but...life as student best...

yelh..tyme kte study niey la kte nak wat mcm2 we...

yg jhat yg baek..yg oke yg xoke..yg agk 'gle' yg 'gle2'...

hahaha...

mcm2 la...anyway....

just enjoy with pe yg kaw sdng lakukan...

pasti gumbira!! dn sukses slalu!!...

^_^

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40 minutes...................

last nite..i've got a msj
'awk..sy nk jmpe awk..jap g smpai..'
then i reply..
'xmo la..mls..'
dye xrespond..seb bek..
nga syok lyn lgu pitbull..fuego...
tetibe je....my fon ring...
name yg tertera de lah...'dye'..
i pick up the fon and he said.....

'sy da de kt dpn umh niey..jom la..'

damn it!..i xnk kuar la....

me:'xmo la..kn da ckp tdy..'
that boy:'sy nk jmpe gk..jap g sy nk grak kl da..plezz....'
me:' jap la...'

change my cloths and i go with him..
dlm hati berkata..something not rite..p wat xtawu je..

that boy:'kte g mkn dlu ea wak..sy xmkn g'
me:'oke saja'

kteowg pon ke kota masai..kdai mkn yg bnyk kenangan kteowg..damn!..sngje pe..
ode air and mknn (for him)..
bwu je nk berbual2 then...de swng gurl tetibe sit beside him...
riak mke dye tros berubah..then i know who is she..

that gurl:kta nk g umh mak kn..nape ley smpai sni..
that boy:da pegi da..singgh sni jap..emm..cm ne bby ley smpai sni..

that gurl senyap je..
owh my gosh!..
it cant be!..why these thing happened rite know...
what should i do...

i:sory la..aq xtawu pon yg dye niey bw kaw skali..law tawu aq xkuar kot..em..sory oke..
that gurl:nape kwng meet niey..de something yg kwng nak dscuss o kwng still connect each others..
i:nope!..kaw jgn slh fhm oke..dye yg beriye nk jmpe..aq xnk...believe me we are nothing..our story is long ago..for sure...
that gurl:cm ne aq nk cye ckp kaw niey?..aq xknal kaw..
i:look..aq da de bf oke..(de ke)so what for aq de dye niey lg..cte kteowg da lme abes la..
that gurl:then nape jmpe niey...
i:u better ask him bcoz dye yg ajk..

that gurl:did u lied to me?..
b:nope dear..
that gurl:i know u did!..
b:no!..for sure..
that gurl:huh...bby follow b from kl..b xde pon g umh mak..am i rite?..
b:???(speechless)
that gurl:from kl b tros ke sini kn?..u lied to me!..
b:???
that gurl:tell me the truth...please....
b:oke..b mmg dtg sni nk jmpe dye..coz b nk jmpe dye sgt2..b nak stlle kn pe yg b rse slme niey kt dye..seriesly dye xtawu bout this..the truth is b syg kt dye g..but i dont believe that u follow me from kl..
me:dala...nk blek..(xpsal2 aq kna ngok drama dwng..aq xde dlm ini drama oke!..)
that boy:no!..jgn blek dlu oke..please let me xplain all this..
me:(shit!..nape msti skng ko xplain sengal..)
that boy:sy nk awk tawu yg sye still syg kt awk..dr dlu g..ble awk kte awk da de boy..damn hurt inside..but i know u still love me..rite?..
me:absolutely not!...somebody da 'kidnap' my love...for sure i love him..not you anymore...dala..nk blek...(cm ne niey u....)
that boy:oke2 sy anta blek...jom...
me:(gle...gurl kaw cm ne?...)
that gurl:bby nk ikot...
me:thank god......
that boy:how bout your car?....
that gurl:she can drive..(kwn g swng)..

then kteowg blek...otw blek..sume snyap je..xcept that gurl...mmbbel lak dye...cm owg tue...isyh...smak pale aq dngr...aq?...diam jela..dlm ati...ble nk smpai umh niey..damn it!..
ble da nk smpai umh,..b4 twon keta...i said something to him...

me:after this...aq xknal kaw lagi...delete my name from your list...series shit!....

aq kua keta msok umh without look at him anymore...tonite...gonna be a last nite that i see your face..i dont want to see u again..for sure!..

blek je...aq twos text some1......^_^
after a few second...i got a new msj from.............

'sy xsngke awk ckp cm tu tdy...sye xsngke gk yg mlm niey akn jd mlm t'akhr kte jmpe..sy say sory kt awk bout my gurl..i never xpect that she will fllow me..sory k...u ask me to delete u from my list but how?..i cant delete u from my mind..would i?..never!!..but cant we be a friend?..i promise u that i will never to love u more than a frend...i promise!!..but i know u dont want it...rite?..fyi..sy xpnh syg gurl sy cm sy syg awk..sy xtawu nape..to me..awk laen sgt..awk xcm yg laen..thats y i need u..sumpah sy jeles ngan ssape yg dkat o sape yg dpt awk la...sumpah jeles!...hope after this awk xtros bnci sy..coz sy xnk awk cm tu..nyte dear...'

damn hell!!...
xpnjng kaw msj aq..baek kaw email kt aq je..hahaha...aq xreply pon msj kaw..cian kaw..brani dye msj aq cm tu...kaw xtkot kantoi g ke ngan gurl kaw..jgn main gle la we...kaw jge je la gurl kaw baek2 oke..i'm fine without u..t kaw jmpe la yg g better than aq..oke?..dala...jgn ngat aq lg..

gle we dye...aq xnk kaw g ler...do understand me..oke...i'm begging u..please 4get me..i'm happy with my new life!!..without u!..do understand me oke!!...aq x syg kaw lg!..oke!?...

(currently offline)
(-.-)

you are??....

da lme x update blog niey ler...mcm2 kot rase..hik hik...

emm.....tomorrow 12.11.2009...cte 2012 kua ler...hehe...

"u...t kte ngok sme2 ea..taw2..."

then after this story...santau lak...p lmbat g nk kua..december kot...

"t kte ngok sme2 gk taw u..ritu kn kte ngok2 title movie tu kn..kn..kn.."

>_<...

thanks kt u very much..for all the moment..really apprte that...seriesly!!....

u mmg ske wat i mken syg kt u kn...

hm...

thanks kt u..

~currently offline~

-.-

-.-

days become too bored...nothing interesting...hmm...what should i do??people around me always try to make me down...i realize that i need to be strong than usual..i need to fight them!..right?..series shit i hate these people!!..leave my life oke!..please let me through my days easily..let me have my daily life like usual..like others..huh!..my words for you................. get out from my life you bicth!!....
~currently offline~
{-.-}

@#!*%$

rini bnyk tol bende2 yg wat aq sket ati...
antaranya adalah..

first..
2-0...
siap abg khair...
dpt point...
owg kna kn lek..
dulik r...
huh.....
da dye yg nk ckp cenggitu....
nk wat cm ne....
eeiiii.....!!
jgn la ckp bende 2 lg...
gram tol la ngan abg niey....
isyh....

second...
syeera ngan kak yan..
sek nk buly kte pehal...
gram tol la...
cbe la jgn wat g...
hmm....
seb bek la kwng mmber aq taw...
lau x...
da bergado da....
hahahahahaha........
kwng2..

third....
mcm2 la...
eeiiiiii..............................

the day.....~

pagi2 g aq da bangon...
nape pagi2??....
coz mak aq nk grak ke sintok kedah....
gler r aq dok umh swng2...
cm ne aq nk mkn we..
sape nak bli kn..
sape nak kjot aq bgon pagi?...
???!??!?!??..........
hmm.....
mom..take care of yourself oke....
adooiyai...
cm ne la aq nak idop swng2 ek...
without her??....
damn hard..
well....pape pon...
life must be go on...
right?...
mom...
come back soon oke....
~_^....

last night....bngg tol ngan mamat swng niey...
xptot tol ler...
kaw tawu x...bcoz of u,.my friend fight ngan boy dye!..
kaw gler ke pe..da la we jgn kaco mmber aq g oke...
kaw niey mmg la...cbe jgn kaco idop owg laen ley x...
we are nothing...kaw g la epy kn gurl kaw...
nape kaw nak kaco idop aq ha!...
isyh....susa la kaw niey.....

my life nothing without you..~_~
currently offline..

dear ex..

dear ex...
plez dont beg me anymore..
i dont want u anymore...
plez oke?...
my heart not belong to you anymore...
u cant push me up!...
i dont want u anymore..
im really sory for mess up the things..
but..i really cant be with you anymore..
fyi..
my heart was taken by someone...
u no need to know who was him..
just know that i really love him...
really...oke!!...
plez dont disturb me anymore..
plez leave me!..

hepy birthday

today was my mom birthday..

55 years old...

mom..

i love you so much..

i cant through the day without you..

u r my everything...

u r like my backstone,

without you...

my life r nothing..

really admire how you do your work at the office and at the same time..

u never forget bout your child even we are grow up...

really want be like you,..

mom..

even sometimes i break your rules..

i never listen to your words..

i make you mad..really mad..

but believe me...

i never meant it..

mom...

just want u to know that i really need u in my life...

without you..my life would suck..

love you mom!..

syes?!..

hmm....dis entry i wrote just for you..(aq je yg tawu k..)
aq xtawu nk ckp cm ne..
p yg penting..aq nk say sory kt ko oke..
myb ko mara kt aq..
ko xrply msj aq..ko off fon ko...
p xpe..aq fhm what you feel...
but..u need to understand me too..
hati aq xsyg dye lg..
hati aq da de kt yg laen..
do understood me!..
plez la oke...
dont do this to me!!...
i can handle it if i lost him...
but i cant proceed what u did to me!!...
u are my friend..
my best friend...
how could u do dis to me!!...
u know what i feel but u still want to ignore it...
why?!...


i hate to be cheating by you!..
dont remind me bout what u did to me...
oke?...

hmmm......
need to rest my brain from thinking of you...

really hate u!!!!..........
@#&*#

30 October 2009

kak yan...
nape kte xjmpe ek mse kt cs tu...
hmm.....
at this date...
aq kuar ngan apip g ngok movie...
the title is 'poker king'...
cte dye oke p half of the story...
kteowg kuar coz xfhm sgt cter nyer...
yelh..cte sal judi lg...hehehe...
klaka la u..
u niey..ske wat i glak je taw...
hehehe..^_^..
then after kua tu..
kteowg pegi stulang and tros ke danga...
melihat gelagat manusia yg de kt sne...
de yg memadu asmara..(chewah ayat)..de yg dtg semata2 naek basikal..
de yg dtg just lepak2..cm kteowg la...hehee...

kte owg blek kol bape nta..p aq pai rmah dlm kol 1.30..
mak bsing?..aq njoy+epy...
thanks kt u coz sudi bwk i g jln2..
thanks taw u..
syg u lbeh sket taw!!...
^_^~wink wink....

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