ta rase besalah ke???....

ermx...nape tetibe aq rase besalah lak...
yela maybe coz aq pnah rse dibuat org kot..
yela...
cbe krang byangkan...tym tu ko swng je tawu mcm ne seksa nye idop swng2..
cm ne rase sket ble kwn2 tikam kte sndiri...mcm ne rse sket ble kwan2 yg kte cyg pegi ngal kan kte satu persatu...mcm mne kwn2 yg kte pecaya tpngroh ngan org laen sdngkn dye knal kte lg lama...
myb cm tu gk yg dye rse skang niey..xkesian ke..myb coz aq pnh rse mcm sket nye di buat org kot..ta rase besalah ke..
one more thing..lau kte wat org..xmstahil..someday..org laen yg akan wat kt kte..tol x..isyhh...aq xnk rse pe yg aq pnh rse b4 niey...sket woo...mybe dye bengang kot tym niey..kte xbley jangke pe yg akan berlaku..kte xbley tawu niat org tu..kte xbley pk pe yg org laen pk..tol x....kte xbley pk sume tu..
to me...
nape kte nak sket kan org laen...sdngkn kte tawu satu hari nanti dye akan rase pe yg dye penah wat kt org laen..tol x..kte da tawu..bende nley wat kte pcah belah..bley wat kte gado sesama sendiri..bende niey ley wat kte musuh antara kte..p nape kte still nak wat bende tu gk..nk sket kan ati org laen...myb sbab niey la org kata..EVERYBODY NOT PERFECT..lau cm tu..nape kte bley pk perkara yg jahat sedangkan kte tawu istilah tu kan..ntahla....aq pown xtawu nape..p yg pasti..i feel bad rite now!!...
should i say sory or what??...or should i let it go and pretend like nothing happened??...but can i pretend like that??..do my job like nothing happened...well...i'm not that bad person..im just like other people..tawu rase besalah..tawu nk minta maaf and others...but how???.....
still wondering...can somebody help+guide me please!!...s.o.s!!...